0401

The only time I write these posts seems to be when I have given up on doing productive things so It’s probably a good thing that I have been way under quota. Then again, looking at my history, It’s not good that this is my fourth post this weekend (which entirely supports my earlier statement). This was a rough weekend and still is. Fortunately my wife returns tonight so some things will be better. I’ve just been putting a lot of thought into what I have been doing lately and what I need to change and while I still haven’t entirely reached a conclusion, I’ve realized that I’m going to have to change a lot. I’ll be starting with my job. I have finally concluded that not only is it entirely inconvenient, it is costing me way more time and emotional wellness than I can afford to sacrifice at this point. I’m sure changing jobs right now probably will upend a lot of things but I feel I need to do it if I want to excel in school. So I’m putting my feelers out now (if anyone has an in) I technically am still employed at two other places and one of those jobs will give me 12 hours per week I just would want one more shift if I could get it so hopefully I can get my fallback arranged before I take my plunge.